I hope I did not seem flippant and ok with everything. I’m not. I’m alright, but am a work in progress with God. I am allowing Him to be my Comforter and walk with me through my grief. When I am weak and doubting, I am being taught to turn to His promises and declare them over and over until I am strong and believing again.
While I wouldn’t say I am doubting right now, I am definitely weak. Thus, I am declaring His word over and over in my mind, listening to songs about Him to let God minister to my spirit. I hope that clarifies where I am a little better. Please continue to keep my family in your prayers!