I've discovered that even when I don't get much sleep the night before and stay up all day...it still doesn't help me much to sleep completely through the night! :-P I have absolutely no idea what I'm going to do to stop this from occurring in Nepal. Hence my posting at 630 am...
It was too early to check my email for how much money I'll be paid so it was either lay in bed stressing out or something else. I took the opportunity to do something else and borrowed from a book, which I'm fairly certain I explained in a previous post. I began thanking Jesus for what He has done for me. I have a job I love (even though I'm leaving it soon), I got a free drink last night, I've paid off 8000ish credit cards in 2.5 years (most of which while I was on the dance team and in school), and everything has been falling into place for me to leave in exactly 2 weeks.
Shortly after my praise session and much less anxious, I decided to go ahead and check my email. The amount left over after paying off what I had to charge so my glasses and contacts would come in time should be more than enough! :-D I was stressing over nothing...again!
I still don't feel that its hit me quite yet. The time crunch does feel like it's closing in as I do have a bit to do still, but that may be more due to my focus being on working between my trips to visit people out of town. One of these days I'll be better at designating a day and prioritizing what gets done!