Thank you for your prayers. The next step is to do what I have been in the process of learning to do - or rather, where the line is that I need to let it go or not let it go. With all the emotions I have been going through - it has shown me that I need to stop letting somethings go. Please pray for me that I will be given the words to speak up and guidance in what to speak up about.
These next couple weeks I will be really evaluating things so I can maybe give a little less emotional recount and pinpoint more specifically. I have talked with many PCVs this week. I even called A”K” because he was really the first person that I got to know during training. He said a few things others had said too, but it was not until hearing him that they really registered. Actually, it was not until talking with him that I realized how much things were affecting me. A”K” - you will probably never know how much you helped me and still are.
I have spent time at a guest house where missionaries are staying. Even though I was not in a great state to socialize, it was amazing to just sit there and watch them. Three people knew the area that I am from! Total switch from Nepalis. Now it’s time to go back home. I have gotten what I needed for a project idea, but I probably won’t work on it until next week. I am going to visit houses!